Why why why I drank that wine last night? It seemed like a good idea at the time and I tried to be optimistic. It is another 4am wakeup – it will never change!
I am walking with eyes half closed and a brain in low power mode. There is a conference call in four hours, at the time most people consider early morning. I’ll have to be ON then somehow.
Thinking of tonight’s coop shift till midnight and especially tomorrow morning when I will also have to go to work after another 4 am wakeup is filling me with dread