After that miserably failed presentation yesterday, Company 1 still wants to go ahead and wants me to speak to their CEO. If I want to proceed, that is. But do I want to proceed? I don’t even have anyone to talk to, besides the headhunter. I could well be making a massive mistake. Also, phone interview number 3 with Company 2 on Friday while I’m on a “holiday”.

I feel like I’m cheating, dating multiple people concurrently (while in a committed relationship with a partner who relies on me), and everything about this is wrong.

I am not meant for the 21st century capitalism.