It’s funny how when nightly sleep deprivation over the course of five months catches up to you, you realize that you’ve been functioning entirely on auto pilot.
The brain simply refuses to learn or remember anything new, its decision and solution making capability becomes nonexistent, and I cannot understand anything but the simplest of abstractions.
To do anything, I have to first write it down – every step of the way, and then mechanically follow my own instructions.
If I’m going down, might as well do it with super fancy complicated blue bottle coffee.
really, I just want three nights (and maybe days) of blissful, uninterrupted sleep.
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