Tag: sleepy

5am today. It was particularly bad, since yesterday it was 5:30, with hourly wakeups, and I had to work at the coop till midnight.

Was planning to join ex coworkers to go see the star wars tonight – I want to maintain that relationship, but probably not a good idea.

I have no idea what I’m doing.

No one had the time for grocery shopping while I was gone (because we live too bloody far now), so no more food at home, and I had to drive to the coop to bring the large backpack full of and $180 worth of food and get to sbed after 11.

whatever sleep reserve I accumulated that weekend in London is now gone gone gone since L was up at 5 and ready to rumble and he has so much energy !

I am staring at the screen and I have a call in ½ hour and I whatever brain cycles I have left are all being spent on simply keeping my eyes open – and coffee does nothing for me now!

This waking up every two hours all night following by the final 5:45am wakeup and walk to let R sleep has got to stop… I just wish I knew how. It’s been going on for too long, he is almost a year old but still sleeps like a newborn

thoroughly exhausted and operating largely on autopilot. Yesterday’s beach trip I could muster, but not much more focussing than that. I really should have gone alone instead of with a friend so I could sleep.
Maybe I could sleep today instead of the planned trip to Guggenheim but I’m terrified of what next week will be when I actually do need to focus.