Managed to go to an actual birthday party, to my ex-coworker-friend who now works at a recently-renamed company that everyone equates with search. He was the one who told me not to bother applying for a job there as I’d never get it. Only spent an hour there but it was a nice glimpse of a different life. Lots of interesting people talking about all the art openings this past weekend, and the show at the Armory, and all the cool stuff they get to do. I’m realizing I have nothing to contribute – I don’t even know about anything that happens anymore.
All in all, it was probably a waste of time that should have more productively been spent sleeping.
One of them, who now teaches philosophy at CUNY, told me how right after college she got on a plane to Osaka, with a vague plan to find a job teaching English, and what a wonderful and surreal time it has been. Having zero responsibilities besides own basic needs is liberating and precious, and something you realize only after you know that it will never happen again.
She told me of how, not understanding Japanese train announcement, on the way home late from work one night, she ended up alone in an empty train that took her to some strange station in the countryside, completely dark and deserted, besides a single light, that might as well has been in a different universe where anything can happen.
She eventually found a station attendant who helped her get home, but this
is a kind of thing that can only happen there.
I miss Japan…